THE DREAM THAT NEVER WAS

Like a thief in the night you stole my heart

You crept in so slow I didn’t know.

With bated breath I awaited your calls

Every thought wrapped around your being

Time and time again I wanted to shout

Go to the highest mountain and scream

I am his, I am his, I am his. So was the joy.

At last, I have my dream come true

Or so I thought. as it eventually played out

It was a dream and it remains a dream.

Alone! After the dust settled,

I look back and asked, why?

Why were you so much in my heart?

While I barely touched yours!

I know it’s for the best

The heart says differently.

At first I was relieved

Then I thought Alas!

Why give up so easily?

Fight for love, fight for love

But can you fight for what didn’t exist?

What is long gone, long even before it ends

It never was. It was just a mirage, an illusion.

You are free, go and be happy

One day I hope it will be worth it.

The wait is long and hard

But I am glad you are in a better place

So will I, I hope.

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THE DREAM THAT NEVER WAS!

Like a thief in the night you stole my heart

You crept in so slow I didn’t know.

With bated breath I awaited your calls

Every thought wrapped around your being

Time and time again I wanted to shout

Go to the highest mountain and scream

I am his, I am his, I am his. So was the joy.

At last, I have my dream come true

Or so I thought. as it eventually played out

It was a dream and it remains a dream.

Alone! After the dust settled,

I look back and asked, why?

Why were you so much in my heart?

While I barely touched yours!

I know it’s for the best

The heart says differently.

At first I was relieved

Then I thought Alas!

Why give up so easily?

Fight for love, fight for love

But can you fight for what didn’t exist?

What is long gone, long even before it ends

It never was. It was just a mirage, an illusion.

You are free, go and be happy

One day I hope it will be worth it.

The wait is long and hard

But I am glad you are in a better place

So will I, I hope.

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NOLSTAGIA: Borrowed time.

              

        Some people come into our lives when we least expect, fill a vacuum that exist and change our live for the better. Their presence is not permanent, but that won't reduce their importance. They won't always be with us, but that won't stop us from missing them when they are not with us. The only thing that can be done is for us to appreciate them and thoroughly enjoy our every moment with them. Build good memories to treasure.

IN LUST PRT 1

 

"You distracts me" He said. what can I say to that? I feel the same but I can't say it. I pretend not to know what he is talking about.

           The well trimmed beards covering half of his face makes him constantly looking like he just got off the bed. Long slim fingers, white teeth and fresh breath. 

                 Without any doubt he is handsome, hard working and ambitious, like me. Intelligent and soft spoken, all the 'dangerous' things that usually makes me lose my senses.

        I look into his eyes, its clearly written. The thirst. Its been obvious from the first day he came to submit a copy of his transfer letter to me, 11 months ago. As the weeks turn to months and we continue working together the feelings grow deeper, silent, forbidden and strong.

   

Fingers touch while exchanging documents, the heated look across the cubicle, the unspoken works along the corridor. The sound of his voice.

It has always been there, its now being verbally acknowledged. But the obstacles are too many... and something this deep shouldn't be stolen

 

To be continued.......☺ ***IN LUST***

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YOU NEED TO COME MY LOVE, ITS DAWN.

Today I ask, where are you?
Your space is empty.
Circles the predators, or comforter?
You need to come Its dawn.

 

In my heart, you are.
In my mind, you live.
By my side, you are missing
With another, you are living.
You need to come, its dawn.

 

 

Its dark, I can't see you
Like a star you shine ahead
Mirage or illusion?
Reality distorted.
You need to come, Its dawn.

 

On d precipice I stand
Patience wears thin
Ready to take a dive
To the unknown
Are you on the horizon?
You need to come Its dawn.

 

 Your smile, a balm
Your touch I crave.
Your words, they pulsate
Your absence, an echo
The silence, too loud.
You need to come, its dawn   

CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT: My wish.

              

                              Each day rolls into another and the desires remain the same. I just want to be left alone, be in charge of my time and things. Wake up when I like and sleep when I want. Read what I like and buy what I want, answer to no one except God.

                             Unfortunately, life is not like that and no man is an island. There are friends to call, visit and really care about. There are expectations to meet and a future to plan for.  There are people who genuinely care about me that I need to let in, of course there are those who just want what they can get. How to differentiate between the two? I don’t know.

                           No matter what though, life cannot be lived in doldrums, the good and the bad walks hand in hand, it takes God’s grace to walk right and that’s what I need. 

                          Life they say is in phases, so for now, I will just enjoy this time and season and pray that the next phase will not be stifling.

      *shine on*

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BE ENCOURAGED FRIENDS!!!

Dear friends, truly there are some of your mates far ahead of you in so many ways. Its sometimes overwhelming, you wonder why things are not the way it should be but remember, 

1:our God is a God of times and seasons, YOUR TIME WILL COME. Just keep on praying.

2: The purpose of each and every one of us is different, since God's ways are not our way, no matter what happens praise God as long as you fulfill purpose.

3:Don't measure success in terms of financial increases/successes. You may not be financially buoyant as your friend. But you could be more blessed in so many other ways. Just trust in God.

 Even when its like you can't go on anymore. Even when you feel like looking for a short cut. Remember, Gods time is the best. Its not just a saying, its true.
MAY GOD'S NAME BE GLORIFIED THROUGH US IJN. AMEN